Lately, I've been thinking alot... About feelings and how everything about a work of art can express them, as if you yourself dove into it and understood how the artist felt at the time. I wish to make people feel how I do with my works. They aren't always beautiful... Or at all something extravagant to be read with 'feeling'... I'm aware of that. But I know I have the capabilities to do something of the sort, I just lack drive and the need to finish one. I suppose it's depression that is driving me to write this journal, and ask for help. I don't care who you are, anything you can tell me that may help me make something that holds my feelings, would be greatly appreciated... I think, in a weird way, that if I am to finish something, I'll be complete, and ready to move on with my life... You don't even need to comment actually, as long as you read this and didn't laugh, I'm fine. Venting has made me feel alot better, and I think I know how I'm going to do my next big work.